suicide

you dont understand me
even though you've tried
i thought that you might
so i let you inside
why couldn't you see?
why didn't you know?
how'd you take it all away?
when i never let it go?

would you tell me where i went wrong?
cause i'm sorry!
would you tell me how to fix it?
cause i'm so sorry!!
would you try to forgive me?
cause i'm just so sorry!!!

cause i dont want to keep screaming
when you cant hear me anyway
cause i dont want to keep trying
when you dont care anyway
cause i dont want to keep holding on
when you've already let go anyway

what would you do if i went away?
because of you
because of me
because of everything
because it's all too much
and i cant take it anymore

would you laugh?
would you cry?
would you come to my funeral?
would you be sorry?
would you care at all?

cause it's over

but i'm sorry