Happy Birthday

Hey,

I still think of you at this time of year- I can't help it.... I think of Kyle every Sept. 14th too.... I dunno, it's habit.... I can't believe how old he's gotten- I don't even think I'd recognize him. I haven't seen him since he was 9.... and boys change SO much during those years of their lives....

Anyway, I know I haven't put anything on here in a really long time. I'm going away (yet again....) and there's a song that makes me think of you every time I listen to it. I wanted to post it before I actually leave, cause I just might be able to quote it and mean every word by the time I get back, and well, just thought some warning might be nice....
I don't know if you ever read this or not, but it's the only way I can think of to communicate with you right now. I'm not interested in being hung up on or having letters returned to me in the mail....

So, yeah....
here goes nothing....

love you- always have, always will

Dying To Live Again
Hedley

Tired of always saying sorry

It's just another fighting story

And I can barely walk a straight line

I'm tired of learning life the hard way

I wish that being strong was easy

But I want it more this time

I was wrong. It's hard to say.

At least I learned from my mistakes

I would change everything

'cause I can't wait for the day

When finally I can say and you'll believe it

I can change and now I mean it

And I will fight for a way

To make up for the mess that I've been leaving

A second chance is all I'm needing and

Anything. I can do. Just to make it up to you

I would do anything

I'm dying to live again

I was such a fool to hurt you

'cause you're the one I always turn to

When I'm going out of my mind

I just bite the hand that feeds me

Instead of loving ones that need me

But I want it more this time

I was wrong. It's hard to say.

At least I learn from my mistakes

I would change everything

'cause I can't wait for the day

When finally I can say and you'll believe it

I can change and now I mean it

And I will fight for a way

To make up for the mess that I've been leaving

A second chance is all I'm needing and

Anything. I can do. Just to make it up to you

I would do anything

I'm dying to live again

I pray that you'll see what I've become

I would give it all away to right the wrongs I’ve done

I don't wanna fall for the same mistakes again

What's it going to take for this misery to end?

Anything. I can do. Just to make it up to you

I would change everything

'cause I can't wait for the day

When finally I can say and you'll believe it

I can change and now I mean it

And I will fight for a way

To make up for the mess that I've been leaving

A second chance is all I'm needing and

Anything. I can do. Just to make it up to you

I would do anything

I'm dying to live again

'cause I can't wait for the day

When finally I can say and you'll believe it

I can change and now I mean it

And I will fight for a way

To make up for the mess that I've been leaving

A second chance is all I'm needing and

Anything. I can do. Just to make it up to you

I would do anything

I'm dying to live again