be my suicide

i feel so lost
i feel so alone
but i dont feel you
leading me home

i see the bad dreams
the long nightmares
what i dont see
are your caring stares

you've heard my laughter
you've heard my tears
but my silenced screams
you'll never hear

i'll be your friend
(i'll be Kyle's "other" mom)
(i'll clean your house)
(i'll do your groceries)
i'll stand by your side
you'll be my gun
my suicide