Friday, October 29, 2004
*switchfoot,
i wish i had what i needed
to be on my own
cause i'm feeling defeated
and i'm feeling alone
and it all seems so helpless
and i have no plans
i'm a plane in the sunset
with nowhere to land
and all i see
it could never make me happy
and all my sand castles
spent their time collapsing
let me know that you hear me
let me know your touch
let me know that you love me
let that be enough
it's my birthday tomorrow
no one here could know
i was born this thursday
21 years ago
and i feel stuck
watching history repeating
yeah, who am i?
just a kid who knows he's needy
let me know that you hear me
let me know your touch
let me know that you love me
and let that be enough
takes time
i had it all
but i let it slip away
now i wander around
feeling down and cold
trying to believe that you're gone
. .
love takes time
to heal when you're hurting
i can't escape the pain inside
love takes time
i don't wanna be here alone
cry
sitting in the dark without you
how am i supposed to make it through the night?
slowly fall apart without you
cry away the hours
till the morning light
Somebody Stand By Me
*Faith Hill & Sheryl Crow
it's quiet here tonight
there's a light burning far away
it burns in my heart
in the rain, in the dark
this girl's gonna have her day
i've been this alone for so long
i'm beginning to wonder why
i stand in one place
different name, different face
but no one's gonna see me
break down and cry
wont somebody stand by me?
stand by me, just one time??
Lord, i don't understand
what's slipping through these hands
you think by now i'd know
when to let go
here i am
won't somebody stand by me?
i'm not bending tonight
but i'm twisted and turned, and broken down
i'm starting to know the sound
of nothing
and no one
and yet everything
well, if God's here tonight
-are you here tonight?
maybe you could grab me up
Lord, stand me on my feet
Give me strength and set me free
Cause i'm not giving in
Until I've had enough
won't somebody stand by me
stand by me just one time
i don't understand
what's slipping through these hands
you'd think by now
i'd know when to let go
here i am
and i'm throwing down
my one last hope
here i am
won't somebody stand by me
won't somebody stand by me
here i am
won't somebody stand by me
i don't understand
what's slipping through these hands
you'd think by now i'd know
when to let go
here i am
and i'm throwing down my one last hope
here i am
won't sombody stand by me
won't somebody stand by me
here i am
stand by me
just one time
somebody stand by me
it's quiet here tonight
there's a light burning far away
it burns in my heart
in the rain, in the dark
this girl's gonna have her day
i've been this alone for so long
i'm beginning to wonder why
i stand in one place
different name, different face
but no one's gonna see me
break down and cry
wont somebody stand by me?
stand by me, just one time??
Lord, i don't understand
what's slipping through these hands
you think by now i'd know
when to let go
here i am
won't somebody stand by me?
i'm not bending tonight
but i'm twisted and turned, and broken down
i'm starting to know the sound
of nothing
and no one
and yet everything
well, if God's here tonight
-are you here tonight?
maybe you could grab me up
Lord, stand me on my feet
Give me strength and set me free
Cause i'm not giving in
Until I've had enough
won't somebody stand by me
stand by me just one time
i don't understand
what's slipping through these hands
you'd think by now
i'd know when to let go
here i am
and i'm throwing down
my one last hope
here i am
won't somebody stand by me
won't somebody stand by me
here i am
won't somebody stand by me
i don't understand
what's slipping through these hands
you'd think by now i'd know
when to let go
here i am
and i'm throwing down my one last hope
here i am
won't sombody stand by me
won't somebody stand by me
here i am
stand by me
just one time
somebody stand by me
the hard way
if i could just old on . . . .
if i could just be strong . . . .
. .
i keep living
and loving
and learning
the hard way
you're the hardest lesson of my life
. .
i keep living
and loving
and learning
the hard way
someday, maybe i'll get it right
over?
i thought it was over
we said our good-byes
but i can't go a day
without your face
going through my mind
in fact not a single minute
passes without you in it
your face, your voice
memories of you
are with me all of the time
you've put me behind
no matter how i try
i can't do the same
i try to find the bright side
but everywhere i look
everywhere i turn
you're all i see
falling
don't know what to say
never meant to feel this way
. .
what can i do to make it right?
i'm falling so hard, so fast this time..
It Only Hurts When I'm Breathing
*Shania Twain,
hope life's been good to you
since you've been gone
i'm doing fine now
i've finally moved on
it's not so bad
i'm not that sad
i'm not surprised
just how well i've survived
i'm over the worst
and i feel so alive
i can't complain
i'm free again
and it only hurts when i'm breathing
my heart only breaks when it's beating
my dreams only die when i'm dreaming
so i hold my breath
to forget
don't think i'm lying around
crying at night
there's no need to worry
i'm really alright
i've never looked back
as a matter of fact
and it only hurts when i'm breathing
my heart only breaks when it's beating
my dreams only die when i'm dreaming
so i hold my breath
to forget
it only hurts when i breath. . . .
hope life's been good to you
since you've been gone
i'm doing fine now
i've finally moved on
it's not so bad
i'm not that sad
i'm not surprised
just how well i've survived
i'm over the worst
and i feel so alive
i can't complain
i'm free again
and it only hurts when i'm breathing
my heart only breaks when it's beating
my dreams only die when i'm dreaming
so i hold my breath
to forget
don't think i'm lying around
crying at night
there's no need to worry
i'm really alright
i've never looked back
as a matter of fact
and it only hurts when i'm breathing
my heart only breaks when it's beating
my dreams only die when i'm dreaming
so i hold my breath
to forget
it only hurts when i breath. . . .
shouldn't
loving you
isn't really something i should do
i shouldn't wanna spend
my time with tou
i should try to be strong
i should try to run
but i just can't seem to
cause everytime i run
you're the one i run to
Unbreakable Heart
*Jessica Andrews,
an empty house
a broken fairy tale
a hollow girl
with empty arms
from an angels tears
God made the stars
why can't He make me
an unbreakable heart?
in my blue world
you shone like heaven's fire
and left me crying
in the dark
how could anyone
be so hard?
did you think i had
an unbreakable heart?
-nobody has an unbreakable heart
-God makes everything but unbreakable hearts
an empty house
a broken fairy tale
a hollow girl
with empty arms
from an angels tears
God made the stars
why can't He make me
an unbreakable heart?
in my blue world
you shone like heaven's fire
and left me crying
in the dark
how could anyone
be so hard?
did you think i had
an unbreakable heart?
-nobody has an unbreakable heart
-God makes everything but unbreakable hearts
Remember Me This Way
*from casper the friendly ghost,
every now and then
we find a special friend
who never lets us down
who understands it all
reaches out each time we fall
you're the best friend that i've found
i know you can't stay
but part of you will
never, ever go away
your heart will stay
i'll make a wish for you
and hope it will come grue
that life will just be kind
to such a gentle mind
if you lose your way
think back on yesterday
remember me this way
i don't need eyes to see
the love you bring to me
no matter where i go
and i know you'll be there
for evermore, a part of me
i'll always care
i'll make a wish for you
and hope it will come true
that life will just be kind
to such a gentle mind
if you lose your way
think back on yesterday
remember me this way
every now and then
we find a special friend
who never lets us down
who understands it all
reaches out each time we fall
you're the best friend that i've found
i know you can't stay
but part of you will
never, ever go away
your heart will stay
i'll make a wish for you
and hope it will come grue
that life will just be kind
to such a gentle mind
if you lose your way
think back on yesterday
remember me this way
i don't need eyes to see
the love you bring to me
no matter where i go
and i know you'll be there
for evermore, a part of me
i'll always care
i'll make a wish for you
and hope it will come true
that life will just be kind
to such a gentle mind
if you lose your way
think back on yesterday
remember me this way
think twice
don't say what you're about to say
look back before you leave my life
be sure before you close that door
before you roll those dice
think twice
. .
don't do what you're about to do
my everything depends on you
whatever it takes, i'll sacrifice
before you roll those dice
think twice
i've learned..
-that you cannot make someone love you. all you can do is be someone who can be loved. the rest is up to them.
-that no matter how much i care, some people just don't care back.
-that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it.
-that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.
-that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.
-that heroes are the people who do what has to be done, when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.
-that learning to forgive takes practice.
-that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.
-that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. sometimes you have to forgive yourself.
-that no matter how bad your heart is broken, the world doesn't stop for your grief.
-that sometimes you have to put the individual ahead of their actions.
-that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. it could change your life forever.
-that no matter the consequences, those who are honest with themselves get farther in life.
-that writing, as well as talking, can ease emotional pains.
-that it's hard to determine where to draw the line between being nice and not hurting people's feelings and standing up for what you believe.
-that no matter how much i care, some people just don't care back.
-that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it.
-that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life.
-that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel.
-that heroes are the people who do what has to be done, when it needs to be done, regardless of the consequences.
-that learning to forgive takes practice.
-that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that.
-that it isn't always enough to be forgiven by others. sometimes you have to forgive yourself.
-that no matter how bad your heart is broken, the world doesn't stop for your grief.
-that sometimes you have to put the individual ahead of their actions.
-that you shouldn't be so eager to find out a secret. it could change your life forever.
-that no matter the consequences, those who are honest with themselves get farther in life.
-that writing, as well as talking, can ease emotional pains.
-that it's hard to determine where to draw the line between being nice and not hurting people's feelings and standing up for what you believe.
again..
here i go again..
i promised myself
i wouldn't think of you today
but i'm standing at your doorway
i'm calling out your name
cause i can't move on
someone to share
i want someone
to share my smile
to share the pain
to be there when the sea turns gray
to share the joy
for better or worse
. . . . . .
i thought
that it might have been you....

