Monday, November 08, 2004

you never knew

i'm giving up on you
and, the worst part is....
- you never even knew i was trying

sometimes

sometimes,
when i'm alone,
i hear your voice
.
sometimes,
when i'm alone,
i wanna die

never know....

so read these words, and shed a tear
i've become so broken, year after year
i needed you to hold my hand but you let go
could i have made it? guess we'll never know..

if..

if i died tonight, would you cry?
would you regret the past year?
what if tonight is my last?

when

when i needed you the most
and couldnt help but cry
i reached out my hand
but you left me to die

never

i've hurt so much
i've cried for far too long
but i see it now
we never belonged

kills

your ignorance hurts me
your silence kills me

lost

think of the times i have welcomed you to my home
traveled to be there when you were sad and alone
let you have what you needed, when i needed my own
you would never even ask let alone repay a loan
. . . .
because as a friend, thats just who i am
i will give my friends everything i possibly can
i always listened and tried to understand
and never failed to lend a helping hand
. . . .
but Mandy, you decided to walk out on me
and now our friendship will cease to be
but one of these days you will finally see
how good a friend you lost in me

will you?

if i die tonight . .
will you cry tomorrow??