your reaction

i killed myself

just to see your reaction

. . . .

the last thing

that passed through my mind

as i slowly faded away

. . . .

was a smile

nothing

**no words**

**no quote**

**no poem**

could ever express

how much i miss being with you

M A N D Y

the scars on my arm

spell out your name

trying

i'm trying really hard

not to cry over you

. .

because every tear

is just another reminder

of how i don't know

how to let you go..

time heals??

people say that only time can heal when you're grieving....

. .

well, i think that's Bull Shit

. .

time doesn't heal

you just learn to deal with the pain

which hurts more?

i don't know which hurts more..

. .

thinking i should hate you

or

knowing that i don't..

cut

with this knife

i'll cut out the part of me

that cares for you..

i cant..

things you did, i knew were wrong

but i needed you, so i played along

i can't get over you and just move on

i'm not like you, i'm not that strong