life isn't fair

when the only person you need,

isn't really there.

that's when it hits you.

life just isn't fair.

your hand

i need a hand to hold..

not just any hand.... your hand

too

i never wanted to hurt you

i'm still not fully recovered

too scared to love

too dead to heal

too empty to feel

yet too broken to put back together

your words

drowning in a sea

of my own blood

caused by sharpened points

of your words

time heals?

whoever said

that time heals everything

lied

the longer i go on

without you

the worse off i am

Wish We Never Met

by: Kathleen Wilhoite

Disappointment stops by from time to time

to see how I'm doing

and He came by last night right after you left

my life in ruins

When I don't get what I want

the spoiled child inside breaks down

kicking, screaming, preying and dreaming

for a love lost and found

I wish we never, I wish we never

I wish we never met

'cause now I've got my heart set on you

Humiliation asked me out last night

I had nothing else to do

So we took a cab to loopy drunk, had conversations

I couldn't get through

and another stranger's eyes

were trying desperately to meet mine

but i looked away, tabs to pay, lies to say....

like, "how are you?" oh, "i'm doin fine.... but i ...."

I wish we never, I wish we never

I wish we never met

'cause now i've got my heart set on you

and i don't get what i want

from another stranger's eyes

and i don't get what i want

from another strangers eyes

i wish we never, i wish we never

i wish we never met

cause now i've got my heart set on you

without you

without you

i barely make it through

each bleeding night