inconvenient

i'm sorry

that my life is such an inconvenience

for you

- -

BUT

believe me

it's an inconvenience

for me too

i hope u think of me

when you cry

i hope you think of all the pain you've caused me

. . . .

when you sleep

and have nightmares

i hope you think of how i can't sleep

. . . .

but most of all-

. . . .

whenever you bleed

i hope you'll always think of me

and how my blood will never stop pouring

does it?

does it hurt?

. .

when you think about me

and how broken i am??

Laugh

as i slit my wrists

for the last time..

. .

all i can see is you..

. .

and you're laughing

your head off